Friday, January 11, 2013

When you do bad you get sad…

I think it’s safe to say that most of us have ignored that little voice that tells us to rethink what we’re about to do right before we do something stupid.

Sometimes that little voice screams at me and I still ignore it.  I almost always regret it when I ignore that voice.
Most of these situations are related to my insecurities.  I get suspicious of everything!

I am spending a lot of time working on this.

A good friend of mine keeps telling me “If you look for something hard enough you’ll find it”

I need to look for the positive instead of the negative.  I spend so much time and energy being suspicious and trying to make sure nobody makes me look like a fool, when in fact I’m the one making myself look like a fool by acting like that.
It’s exhausting thinking in that mind set! Always wondering if people mean what they say, if they’re talking about you behind your back blah blah blah .

Of course people are gonna talk.  They get bored with their own lives so they need some entertainment or someone to hate on.

I’m starting to give less of a fuck what people think but, I’m hoping someday to get to that peaceful place where I won’t give a fuck at all.

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